| I've heard stories of girls
who grow up happy and well adjusted... |
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| ...with a healthy relationship
to food and their bodies. |
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| Screw those bitches! |
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| I went on my first diet
at just eight years old. |
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| For as long as I can remember,
I've been hungry. |
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| Insatiable, really. |
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| I spent my entire adolescence
hating my body, |
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| the target of bullying and cruel jokes. |
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| So, while my classmates were out
losing their virginity, |
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| I was at home, stuffing another hole, |
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| binging my brains out |
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| and watching every Drew Barrymore movie
ever made. |
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| With Nonnie, my only friend. |
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| But if you're thinking
of feeling bad for me, don't. |
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| I know now. |
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| All of those years I spent
feeling miserable, |
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| they made me who I am. |
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| So I would be ready
when I met Bob Armstrong. |
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| - Hi, Bob.
- He was my destiny. |
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| I never much believed in destiny. |
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| I was the master of my own fate. |
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